Tuesday, February 14, 2017

Valentine Voyeur


Valentine Voyeur 
A Steamy Peeping Affair 
by
Emily Doll TVD 


I had seen him at our apartment mail boxes, made small talk while I sorted through my junk mail and tried to make him laugh. It was obvious I made him nervous. He would smile back but never said anything. A few weeks later I noticed he had to walk past my bedroom window to get to his unit while I was folding laundry. He pretended not to notice me standing there next to my bed. I probably should be more conscious about what I wear in front of my open blinds, but an over sized sweatshirt and no pants isn't all that bad. You couldn't see anything and I doubt he minded all that much by how he walked much slower as he passed.

It has been a few weeks since my last run in with the guy in Apt 304. Although his walks past my bedroom have increased to almost every day. I find my self standing there in less than appropriate clothing just as much as I find him standing there... Hoping to see more of me. Call me crazy but I secretly get off from him watching as much as he does. I know it isn't lady like but the power of control I have over what I allow him to see through my window makes me tingle all over. He knows when I get off work and seems to always be walking past like clock work as I slip into my tank top and sweats. He still hasn't made eye contact with me but he knows I know he's there. This isn't a secret to either of us at this point, why be ashamed, why hide it. 

It's Valentines Day... I'm alone again. I've decided not to care. I just got home from work and I can't wait to dive head first into a bottle of wine and strip out of these constricting work clothes. As soon as I reach my bedroom I'm a glass and a half in and start to slide off my skirt when I realize my blinds are closed. I walk over and as soon as I twist them open he's standing there. It's different this time, He's staring right at me into my eyes and I can almost feel the heat coming off his skin as he looks into my bedroom. No shame, no insecurities, no anxieties, just him and I standing there in our strange relationship of peeping tom and prey. He wants me to know he wants me. He wants me to see him and give him only what I allow, what I control. Myself, my body, him. 

I let my skirt fall down my hips and hit the floor. I can see his chest rise and fall as he takes a deep breath. What started out as an accident has turned into way more than either of us thought it could. Some weird connection from the power I gain as I take control of what I give him. My terms, my choice, his acceptance. 

I run my hand across my chest, down my stomach, between my thighs. He just watches. My voyeur wants a show... that's exactly what he will get. I'm nervous but confident. I'm a woman who knows her wants and is no longer ashamed of her kinks or sexuality. Saying this is for him and to get him off is lie. This is my twisted craving and I need the release of it. The burn from his eyes on my flesh and the butterflies turning inside me. Shame has left my mind and all that's left is the feeling I get from his stare. His expression screaming how bad he wants me. He wont have control unless I gift it to him and let him have that part of me. Until then, he can be a good boy outside my window and wait. 
I can assure him he wont be bored in doing so.... 




This photo series was very different for me. I took the look to the extreme and let it find the energy for the photos. Sexy, dirty, raunchy, naughty. Th voyeuristic theme came to mind and I wanted to play with it. A woman controlling what she allows a man to see and have, keeping control until she decides he deserves it and will not abuse it but use it to make her complete in darker ways. I shot this in my bedroom window with my IPhone 6+. I wanted there to be a warm steamy look to the photos. An intimate sexual glow almost. I hope you enjoy the photos, I am very proud of them. The story... That was just for fun. Happy Valentine's Day lovers.  

XOXO
Emily Doll

"Remember To Always Be Yourself & You Will Always Be In Style"


XOXO

Emily Doll TVD

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